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Head to Toe 0

Me / Words

Head to Toe

Blue Angel. 1930. Before most of our parents were born.  In Europe, lusty lust was not lost, but America diluted its fire water into warm milk.  I’m gonna try to capture the spirit of Frederick Hollander’s lyrics made famous by Marlene Dietrich.  Apologies to the dead for this poor man’s rendering of “Falling In Love Again”. Some side-wise beauty flickers, Some “je ne sais-pas-quoi”. Like fool’s gold, a glimmer, but the shine is faint and dull. And then my eyes catch yours, and then we’re face-to-face, and...

And Now For Something Obliquely Different 0

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And Now For Something Obliquely Different

My evening begins with Tinder. Ron right? r you free to hook up for coffee sometime? u seem like my kinda guy. 2 many weirdos on here tho so im gonna delete.  Anyway u should text me at 123 456 7890 Spokeo is my friend. Pittsburgh burner, registered to a male.  Multiple priors.  At least you’re a fellow Pennsyltuckian.   Yeah, too many weirdos. Tried to get taxes done tonight.  Found out the 401k (early-withdrawal due to previous employer closing its...

A Moment of Clarity 0

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A Moment of Clarity

For an “alcoholic”, there is only one problem– alcohol. At that first AA meeting, when I raised my hand and said, “I’m Quinn and I’m an alcoholic”, I bargained with myself that it was some sort of truth.  Major regrettable events had transpired which, without alcohol, would have been mere forgettable incidents.  I have problems associated with alcohol, like a racist has problems associated with race.  So, I’m an alcoholic, right? No, I’m not– and I won’t call myself that again. I’ve...

72 Hours and Two In a Row 0

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72 Hours and Two In a Row

Second night at AA.  I didn’t talk much this time beyond the obligatory “I’m Quinn and I’m an alcoholic”, “Hi, Bill”, “Thank you, Bill.” I gave my number to a good looking guy, my age or (probably) younger.  I am regretting this.  It brings on the kind of anxiety I had when the ex-wife and I gave our number to a “friendly” waiter at Raj Mahal who turned out to be an Amway drone. That’s what AA reminds me of– a cult.  Not in...

48 Hours and the First Meeting 0

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48 Hours and the First Meeting

“My name is Quinn and I’m an … alcoholic.” Most of those present seemed to assume the pause before the term was because I was loathe to admit such a condition, but it was only that I wasn’t sure of the definition and did not want to misrepresent myself.  I was able to explain this later, in a lengthy rant where I used the terms “modern drunkard” and “high-functioning sociopath” and essentially said “This is not going to work– for me.” Kinda brought...

BBC 1

Me / Whimsy

BBC

Fun encounter with the fairer sex this morning. Went outside my apartment to the Farmer’s Market that usually serves only to deprive me of parking on Friday night. Browsed a little, then to the java stand.  The pretty twenty-something compliments my “Frozen” shirt with a giggle and asks what I’d like. “Well … I’ve been craving a BBC.   A big–” [beat, anxiety on her face] “black …” [beat, eyes widen] “… coffee.” She laughs. Funny she knew the acronym– maybe she’s...

It’s a Mad World 0

Me / Whimsy

It’s a Mad World

All around me are familiar faces– … worn out places … worn out faces. Bright and early for their daily races– … going nowhere … going nowhere. Their tears are filling up their glasses– … no expression. … no expression. Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow– … no tomorrow … no tomorrow. And I find it kind of funny; I find it kind of sad– that the dreams in which I’m dyin’ are the best I’ve ever had....

I Suppose I Owe You One 0

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I Suppose I Owe You One

It’s been a while.  How you doin’? It’s been a while longer since I wrote anything of general utility.  Most of my spew has been of a peculiar flavor spawned of my bile.  Give me a break, friends– the strongest urge to write is to pull in those who ken what you pen. It’s rare for anyone to truly know you. … I’m speaking to a likewise rare audience here.  For the majority of humanity, their 12-piece “Age 2+” puzzle...